Off to a slow start

I thought I would have written a best seller by now, but it turns out I'm still a slacker when it comes to blogging. I really want to pick it up though on a regular basis. Turn this place into a 'chronicles of a Seventies girl' kind of place. Well, let's try again, shall we?

Since Yuki's death a lot has happened. I thought I never, ever wanted a new cat in my life. We still have his female companion Twinkel with us, but I was sure that my heart could not bare the loss of more animals in the future.  But then, after a couple of months, my feelings shifted.

I had a different start in mind

I set up this blog at the beginning of February, planning to start it off with a blast on Ground Hog Day (February 2). I thought it to be pretty symbolic since I started about a dozen personal blogs and kept abandoning them. Only to start over with a new one a couple of months later. It reminded me of the movie Ground Hog Day, where the guy wakes up at 6 AM every day to live the same day over and over again. The only way to get out of this loophole proves to be changing his behaviour. So that is probably what I have to do as well. Change my blogging behaviour and stay focussed on this one blog. Even if the stories I write make me crinch when I read them back. Just for once, let me accept my writing failures and grow from them.